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I didn’t say a single word
To anyone at all today
It was just one of those strange days
And now, no matter who I meet
Nothing about them stirs my heart
Maybe that’s just how it’s meant to be
Whenever I feel like I’m about to cry
I smile instead, it’s just a habit now
I don’t even know when it started
I miss the time when I still believed
In things I knew I’d never reach
I remember the person I used to be
When I suddenly say I need to be alone
And disappear without a word
It’s not because I don’t want you near
Sometimes my hands are like a cat’s
Gentle one moment, gone the next
They might leave a mark or two
But will you still reach for me?
Whenever I feel like I’m about to cry
I smile instead, it’s just a habit now
I don’t even know when it started
I wish I could cry, but nothing falls
I hate how empty I’ve become
Don’t even know who I am anymore
When I suddenly say I need to be alone
And disappear without a word
It’s not because I don’t want you near
Sometimes my heart is like a dog’s
Even when your tired, it barks and calls
It might cry out more than it should
Still, please hold me tight